Signs

When we want something, it represents something to us and we internalize the having of that thing as meaning something about us. Wanting puts you into agenda mode. When you have an agenda, you are interacting with the thoughts in your mind and this prevents you from building a genuine connection. Your mind can’t help but stress over. It doesn’t matter what you do, it’s the intention behind it. Even if you’re just waiting by the phone for text… You are engaging with the thoughts in your head, and not with the person in front of you. You get hurt every time your expectation is not fulfilled and your heart falls apart. You keep on trying to evoke the same feelings in heart and don’t want to give up despite the closed door in front of you. Your ego hurts and your friends blame you for moving on but too many obstacles and it doesn’t let you do that. The only solution to this is patience. Do not blame yourself for indulging in this because you can not control your heart. Do not hide your emotions in the fear of getting hurt. Nothing hurts more than realizing someone in your life meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to the person.