Confusions

There will come a point in life when I will find love to be a confusing feeling when I realize that I'm unsure of my feelings. What if the feeling is simply infatuation and it is going to be hard to actually figure out which is which. Nevertheless have to take a moment to actually try to digest the things that are inside of my head. At times, I sit down trying to figure out how I feel and still I think I am not so sure about it. Whenever I'm confused about something, I ask God to reveal the answers to my questions. Anyone who isn't confused really doesn't understand the situation. When you don't know where to start, just go to a place you miss so much. I can cross my arms and I can cross my legs, but nothing seems to cross my mind. While it is usually a great feeling, sometimes, love can be confusing and unfamiliar. Relationships are complex. Outcomes are uncertain. People are irrational. I try to stay in a constant state of confusion just because of the expression it leaves on my face. I hate you. I like you. I think you’re stupid. I think you’re slow. I think you’re wonderful. I want to be with you. I don’t want to be with you. I would never date you. I want to date you. I think the madness started the moment we met and you shook my hand. Did you have a disease or something? Being alone is scary, but not as scary as feeling alone in a relationship. You don't develop courage by being happy in your relationships every day. You develop it by surviving difficult times and challenging adversity. Looking back and wondering if it could have worked eventually hurts more than trying and failing. It is very difficult to live among people you love and hold back from offering them advice. Either, you are in love with someone or you're not. Fear is complicated, not love. Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves. Relationship is an art. The dream that two people create is more difficult to master than one. Assumptions are the termites of relationships. When you struggle with your partner, you are struggling with yourself. Every fault you see in them touches a denied weakness in yourself. Courage means to keep working a relationship, to continue seeking solutions to difficult problems, and to stay focused during stressful periods. Every relationship is different. Everyone loves differently. Be honest, brutally honest. That is what's going to maintain relationships. Without communication, there is no relationship. Without respect, there is no love. Without trust, there is no reason to continue. You get into a relationship because you are whole and fulfilled, and out of the abundance of love in your heart, you want to give it to someone else. Everyone wants to be appreciated, accepted, and affirmed. Sometimes we run from a situation or relationship that awakens fear within us.