UNSURE

You'll be fine. But what now? I'd rather be not the light in your life. It's ok to feel unsure. She's never sure, And then there are days of being lost in the woods, not knowing the fate, but just being a wanderer. I wanted a perfect ending. I have learned that if you must leave a place that you have lived in and loved and where all your yesteryears are buried deep, leave it any way except a slow way, leave it the fastest way you can. Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart. I was very unsure of who I was. 

You’ll be fine. You’re 26. Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time. Being ninety-nine percent sure opens for a possibility that you might be a hundred percent wrong. The distance between us grows with each passing minute. Will he take my arm again, or will I have to take his? Every decision is a wrong decision when you don't know what you want out of it. If you’re questioning a person’s loyalty, then there’s no question. This is not the person you want to confide in. Each relationship nurtures a strength or weakness within you. 

Being alone is scary, but not as scary as feeling alone in a relationship. Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves. Difficult relationships come into our lives for a reason. No one would choose them, certainly. But if we let them, they can teach us how to be flexible with others and more forgiving. Courage means to keep working a relationship, to continue seeking solutions to difficult problems, and to stay focused during stressful periods. If you can't be happy and content by yourself then you shouldn't be in a relationship. The truth is, neither one of us has the slightest idea where this relationship is going. We can't predict the future.